SHANNON WITHLOVE' it's all about my nonsense

Saturday, January 20

i sometimes feel that i am really blind
maybe because of what is happening around me
everything just really moving so quickly
one moment you are here and the next moment you are there
i really need sometime to sort out the files and things that have happened,
recent events have made me leaving for home confused
i have been maybe been feeling jealous because i have woken up from realization
i realized that i would never be able to fulfill some of my ambitions
but i told myself that these would not be important in time to come
and there would be things that need my concern more that the troubles i have
anyway i am trying to clear up the mess that i did not make and unexpectedly appear to me
i do hope that the owner would clean it up

anyway i think it would be better for me to just give these things a rest
and they might turn for the better
who knows what to expect tomorrow; things happen without notice

so i would need to submit my entry soon
this coming Monday, i would need to thank sandy and Clara
i think that i might use Sandy's write up instead as i am not very good with write up
but i would still thank Clara for her work
and i showed the picture to Mr Ren for his advice and he graded it a B
well i would just have to tell myself he might have high expetations
and so i am quite worried i really do hope that i win and emerge the champion
although i trust that there are still plentiful of designers out there
talented as they would be

and so i have been trying to rush out my school work and i still have my English homework to complete
not forgetting E maths *which i would seriously and rather change teachers
although my maths teacher are quite good; maybe i am just bias against them
and i would like to take the opportunity to thank Mr Yeo for helping me with many things

and for today i would be going to vivo city for a wedding dinner
so i think i might crash in early to vivo and see for myself if i could find any clothes
i found a few clothes that i fancy that would be quite impossible to receive:

Levis polo T-shirt : $50
Dark Green Checked Pants: $50 from Queensway shopping center
Bathing Ape shirt : NA- far to expensive
Top Shop Shirt: $80
Fossil Watch:$150
Reef Flip Flops:$50
Gucci Glasses: $400+ -IMPOSSIBLE but really lovely specs
New urban male BAG: NA- not checked yet about bout $90+

and that should be the list for now that would be
until i find myself more clothes that i can see and can't buy
it is really frustrating and i think that there a few shops along Mohamed Sultan RD
that sells local designers clothings but from what i know it is no cheaper
and so maybe i can abandon that thought
and so this is as far as i would blog.

i would blog again if i had time, and i promise
as for now God comes first
my family comes second
my studies come third
and my clothes come in forth
but that doesn't mean that clothes are not important
is still plays an important role
people usually judge you buy what you wear first
maybe good looks does triumph over effort?